God,

Yes, Carey!

I feel like I have been doing an awful lot of talking AT you but not as much listening.

…

Are you there?

Of course I am here. I don’t go anywhere. 

Okay. Well did you hear me?  I just said I am listening.

You are. But I feel like you are waiting for me to tell you what you want to hear. You are waiting for me to be your cheerleader, your solution giver, your Fairy Godthingy. 

I am just looking for some sense of reassurance in this dream chasing, Anything would be good.

What? Are you looking for me to wave a magic wand and make all your fears disappear and all your hopes show up?

Can you do that? I feel like that is what it is gonna take.

Carey, You know better than that!

I hate to admit it but I don’t feel like my faith is big enough for this journey. I feel like I can barely see the steps in front of me.

Could that be THE point? Instead of planning out how this dream should go and looks could you just let go and let me be The Director? Could you? Could you trust me enough and the ways I have come through for you and trust that there is purpose in every action? Could you?

Um. You seem a little ticked at me?

Frustrated is the word. Are your listening ears really on because I asked you a question and you didn’t answer? Could you simply let me be God and you be you?

Gulp. I could.

Remember you have traveled the desert land before. Hang on to that memory and know I AM is at work. 

Today is I join my Dreamer girls at Holley’s place! Come on over and say “Hi!”

Phoenix area Mamas have you signed up for the June version of Crafty Cravings yet?