Idol. What do I idolize? What do I lift up? What do I worship? What do I find myself desiring to be like? Honestly, answering those questions hasn’t been a happy conversation to have with myself. I have been confronted with ugly. As Jennifer challenged us to share our Love Idol as what we were going to give up for Lent I went searching for something that has deep roots in me and that needs to get dug up and put to death. (Yes, I am dramatic like that. Is there any other way, really?) As I  ...